Thoughts

 Hey there,

Sadness speaking.

On days like this , I want to be consumed by nothingness. All I want is the darkness to be conjured and swallow me. All I want is to make sense of who I am just so maybe, just maybe, I know am worth it. Days like this, all I feel is blue. Sad. Negative. Depressed. I feel like am painfully, slowly dying and all that can help is to stop breathing for a beat and then, to start again when am sure it's the angelic me again.